17-20But I need something more!
For if I know the law but still can't keep it, and if the power of sin within me keeps sabotaging my best intentions, I obviously need help!
I realize that I don't have what it takes.
I can will it, but I can't do it. I decide to do good, but I don't really do it; I decide not to do bad, but then I do it anyway.
My decisions, such as they are, don't result in actions. Something has gone wrong deep within me and gets the better of me every time.
21-23It happens so regularly that it's predictable.
The moment I decide to do good, sin is there to trip me up. I truly delight in God's commands, but it's pretty obvious that not all of me joins in that delight.
Parts of me covertly rebel, and just when I least expect it, they take charge.
24I've tried everything and nothing helps. I'm at the end of my rope. Is there no one who can do anything for me? Isn't that the real question?
25The answer, thank God, is that Jesus Christ can and does.
He acted to set things right in this life of contradictions where I want to serve God with all my heart and mind, but am pulled by the influence of sin to do something totally different.
We will fail, and fall, regularly, to temptation. But, that's not who we're called to be, forever. Know that we are not the first to struggle, nor will we be the last.
There is a war between the "heart and the flesh." But there is also help. "He acted to set things right in this life of contradictions." Let's make the most of this Lenten season to find out what that really means.
Grace & Peace,
Adam
No secret meaning to the song today...it's "The Temptations." And, my favorite song of theirs for all time, "I wish it would rain," although I definitely don't wish that today.
1 comment:
Whew, where to start on this. I think the biggest thing is St. Paul's own observation of himself starting with the first item: "Yes I am full of myself".
I can tell you personally it has taking me 42 years to realize i am full of myself. While the relief of acknowledgement is awesome the struggles St. Paul went through are the same for us. I still find myself rationalizing things or temptations vs. poistioning my stance or self around the ideals that GOD and Jesus asks of us. For me the battle will rage forever, the good news is that each day is progress and a step closer to my father and his commandments.
For me to sustain the journey without losing confidence required me to break things down smaller. I don't look at everything (problems, temptations) as a whole agaisnt right or wrong. I try to use the Keep It Simple Stupid method. If my gut feel is uneasy I try not to wrap out the idea and justify i stop breathe pray and then follow my instinct which is God's little nudge. That is how I get past myself and try to avoid the land mines of temptation.
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